well i think im finally starting to stop likeing this person who i have had a crush on for like 6 months i hope it does cuz shes one of my koolest friends and i need to get it into my head that it will never happen and move on  but other then that i got jumped last fri for trying protect my friend and i fought back...........i cant belive what i did one of my best friends told me not to do stupid shit and what do i do .............................. i wish i would listen to her i mean i want to but idk i dont know whats wrong with me.........................................my dreams have been so fucked up lately i wake up like almost depressed................ wtf............ well other then that ummmm spring break is GAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...............theres nothing to do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!........no on wants to hang out except emily its so gay............................
i might start going to church again but i am going to start reading the bible one of my koolest friends(emily) is getting me one...........but ya thats it ya i know i have a boring life but w/e......